im a fuck up. useless. good at nothing. a maths, maths, literature, i suck at them all. the only things i think i am good at are playing games and drums. but the actual fact is that there are so many people that can do those better than me. suddenly i feel so small and insignificant. there are two things i can do now, buck up or give up. i think i am a little of both. i want to do those maths papers but i have a short attention span really. remember in primary school i was so interested in maths and sciences cause i had such GREAT AND CARING TEACHERS! but now i get teachers that are fucking biased, and maybe they care but they are still fucking biased. feeling sad now.
ands thanks to Coldplay - The Scientist for the mood i am in right now, that song has never failed in it's mission to make me feel sad and i can relate to parts of the lyrics.
drums i know i am definitetly interested in, practicing hours everyday... i will realise my dream one day. but academically wise, i have no clue where to begin with? hopefully mr chua's a maths tution + some hard work will help me overcome this crisis. HOPE-fully this will be a turning point for me.
yeah and i shan't be shallow and superficial anymore. there's more to this life.
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weiming
chunkit
zhengyang
qinxiang
yong
peng
dexter
weizhe
zhikang&weekiat
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junwei
joyce
zhenhui
kayjoo
shuhui
allena
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romi
joe
garry
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